I also felt an odd sense of relief knowing that what I am going through is a common thread for many designers. This article I read on Smashing Magazine was also quite helpful:
2 weeks ago
I have been working at my company since the middle of February. My job is to help the one other web designer in developing websites for a number of enterprises that our company owns in order to get their info off of the main site in hopes that it will result in better SEO and to redesign the websites that already have independent sites (because they are horrendous in design!).